What do you want?

Somewhere along the line of questioning everything stressful that entered my head I made a realisation… Satisfaction is not about the thing itself but whether or not that thing is right for you at that time. I’m sure we’ve all experienced it, the idealisation of a particular object, person, relationship, experience… and then the disappointment …

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Sensual

I live my life wrapped up in seductive sensations. Longing to wear and embrace things that feel soft to touch and aching to experience all that interests and excites me in this world. With photography I get to dive into a textural world visually. I treat light like a tickling on my skin and colour …

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#consciouslife

One of my best friends and I often jokingly lament about the sometimes arduous nature of “conscious life” – the ongoing self work, ego deaths, transformation, letting go, integrating, learning, and evolving. This state of acknowledging the soul and it’s wants and thus being constantly worked into something more aligned with that divine aspect. Lately …

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What it means to love

I used to have a story about what the people I loved owed me. It reduced love to an exchange of this for that; I’ll be a good girl if you give me the nurturing or attention I crave, I’ll be sweet to you if you do what I want. It was innocent and I was innocent in it, but it caused me a lot of distress.

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Divine animals

I gave myself to the wave in complete surrender, my body relaxed and I was submerged at last, tossed about beneath the swirling water. I heard a story about a time before humans had self awareness, before we could project an image of ourselves into the future or remember the past, when we were aware …

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The illusion of pain

It’s a touchy subject, people’s pain. People love their pain; it can define them. Who would you be without your pain? Your problems? Your projected future and remembered past? This has been the concept I’ve been exploring for the last 6 months …

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The nuances of my heart

I’m feeling the nuances of my heart; the way it expresses itself when it feels safe to, the way I’ve hurt myself by being a bully to my gentleness. Everything is unfolding in it’s own time, it can’t be rushed, and if a thing isn’t right …

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My mind let me go

At a certain point, my mind let me go. Every story I had ever told myself and believed fell away and, like a newborn baby, I saw the world afresh. I spent an unknowable amount of time staring, captivated at a tree blowing fiercely in the wind; I strolled around and observed the beauty of …

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Meditations on self love

It starts slowly with breath, an awareness of being. Here I am, this is all there is, just me in this body in this space, heart beating, lungs expanding and contracting. It’s a glowing, warm sensation bursting forth from the centre of my body. With this awareness blossoms intention; intention to love this body, this …

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